My stress level is currently through the roof. I just can't seem to calm down about everything happening in the next couple months.
I've definitely hit the point of "I don't want to go, I don't want to do this, can I please just stay here and find a job?" I think if I was heading back to school to get a Masters degree, I wouldn't feel so scared. It's not really uncharted territory. I've done the university thing, it's familiar to me. Instead I'm going to live with a stranger at an institution I'm not even going to, and taking a course that I have no idea about really.
Sometimes I wish I just hadn't gotten accepted. Right now the idea of being unemployed and homeless living out of a storage place in Swift Current seems more favourable than moving across the country to live with a stranger.
One day I decided to stop wishing I was doing something cool with my life and to just do it. This is my story.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
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There's a good chance your stranger roommate will become a great friend. Don't be afraid. Stress with change is normal. Just be your dynamic self, and amazing things are sure to happen for you. Jump in!
Change is a good thing sometimes. Maybe you'll love it - maybe you won't. Be prepared either way. No way of knowing how it's going to be without trying. It's going to be an interesting journey either way! Remember: KILLER CHEESECAKE.
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